For the Benefit of my Utmost Curiosity

Pardon my utmost curiosity, but does true love really exist between two people who is in a relationship with the same sex?

I frankly admire those people who are in the "same sex" relationship. Especially those who have been together for a long time. How do they get along so well? Is it because they have the same needs and wants? Or is it because they understand their issues well because they have the same wave length?

What is the difference between a relationship between the same sex and between the opposite gender? Is there really such a big difference?

Don't get me wrong, I have nothing against same sex relationships. I came from an exclusive school, and has been exposed to that type of environment.

And how come there are a lot of people who just choose to engage in such relationships instead of being in an opposite gender relationship? Yes, it can be preference, but then again, I know of a lot of people who just choose to be in that type of relationship for fear of being hurt again.

I know of a friend who, because of a bad experience with a guy that she had a relationship with, just chose to have a relationship with the same sex.

How do they make it work? How do they make it last?

As we all know, relationships are hard work. And still that thought still eludes me.

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Blessed John Paul II

I remember when I was in 2nd year high school when he came to the Philippines. It was for the World Youth Day 1995, and our school, Saint Paul College of Paranaque was privileged enough to be a part of the event. That was the first time that I was a witness to the charm of this special man.

6 years after his death on April 2, 2005, Pope John Paul II is now Blessed John Paul II. I was watching the beatification mass and I was so overwhelmed by the number of people who went there to witness the event.

Blessed John Paul II, you will forever remain in our hearts. Bless each and everyone in the world that you have touched.

Sometimes when you least expect it ... Love Happens

I was at the lowest point of my life. It was a challenge that I never thought would happen to me, of all the people. But somehow, through the darkest times, the sun still shines… (to be written in another blog)

It all started with a chance meeting on November 2008. It was around 2 - 3am. I came from a get together with my friends. Him and S were coming out of the house of their friend which was situated right in front of our house. I wanted to hide. Well, it's not that I'm not friendly or anything, It's just that I feel awkward in situations like that. I often see him around. At the store with his friends, sometimes, his car is parked in front of our house. But I never had the courage to even smile. I'm not sure if he even remembers me.

Well anyway, I don't think I can still get out of this one. S and him were already looking at me, and obviously S was leading him to me. I stopped just in front of our gate and stared at them, him more curiously. I remember his first words... "Nela, addict ka ba? Bakit ang payat mo. Tingnan mo ako ang taba ko na noh?" I was stunned. In my mind, I thought "Hello, close tayo? Sino ka para tanungin ako kung addict ako?" I smiled sheepishly. S said, "Banene, classmate mo. Diba classmate mo siya?" I said "Oo. Kamusta ka na?" He said "Okay naman". Then S said "O sige na, pasok ka na".

That was it. The next time that we saw each other was on that infamous day on September 09, followed by my youngest sons' birthday on December 09. And on both occasions, I did not say a single word to him.

Then come 2010. It was February 17, a Wednesday. I asked S if he wanted to go out and to also ask his friends too. Nothing really. I wanted to go out with his friends so that I will get to know them as well. S called him up and invited him too. The four of us went to a bar at BF Homes named Tides. We drank, ate and they were noisy. I was quiet. Still, I did not say anything to him. Just a smile here and there. I see him looking at me, but then I was a bit preoccupied. Though, I remember that when I went to the bathroom, he noticed that I did not take a long time. And the reason was because I went to the wrong bathroom. Instead of going to the women's bathroom, I went inside the men's bathroom and there was puke all over, plus it smelled really bad and I could not stand it. We called it a day at around 3 am and that was the first time that I sent him a text message thanking him for coming. I did not think that that message was just a start of something else.

I remember me and his friends went bowling at SM MOA. After this, we went to another bar named Carwash, which is still located at BF Homes. They were saying this is their sanctuary. This is were they would often go and drink and spend time just chatting. And this was also the first time that we had a real conversation. Talk for hours. I remember him taking the seat in front of me. Looking at me intently when we talk to each other. I remember having our own conversation amidst the conversation around us. I remember how thoughtfully he would blow his smoke away from me because he found out I had asthma. I remember him asking if there is something else that I need or want.

That same week, we went again to Carwash and had our first videoke night. It was S, me, J and him. They drank the night away, and I watched them get drunk. He sang. I remember the first song that he ever sang was Ipagpatawad mo by Brownman Revival. He also sang Binibini and Ngiti. I remember him saying that he wasn't really used to singing. And like this was his first time to sing. But I really won't forget was this funny story when I was supposed to go the bathroom. He was standing a few feet away from the bathroom door, when I went there, I tapped his arm and he suddenly said "Teka sandali, may tao." I was like "Huh? Anong me tao?" He said "Ang dami tao kaya, anjan sila". Finally, I got it… "Nyek… pupunta ako sa bathroom" Then he laughed. He said "Akala ko sasama mo ako". Hahaha. That was funny.

After that night and that joke, I felt like somehow I have finally broken the ice with him or something. S was happy because finally I get to bond with his friends. And that finally, I get to talk to them. Something that he has been asking me to do since forever.

There were many nights that we went out. And the truth was, I was happy. Happy because S was happy because I only spend time not just with him, but his friends. Happy because I am making new friends. But cautious still. Because I know that they know what's the real meaning to what I am doing. Happy because finally, I was breaking the ice with him.

If you must know, we were classmates during our grade school years. A good four years too, though we weren't really talking. Well, he wasn't talking to me. I always thought that he thinks of me as "maarte" during those years. My memories of him are vague, except that I know, we were once bus mates, and before we go home, we play Cops and Robbers, where in I know he runs fast because he would always run after me. All I actually remember of him was he was this quiet, shy, thin boy who would always look at me as if he was going to eat me or something.

Moving back to present time, because he was my classmate before, I just took it upon myself to further break the ice. I started sending him text messages, and he responded. I did not think that it would be the beginning of something that I did not expect.

One night, I remember my friend telling me that for once, I was smiling when I was holding my phone. And that I always check my phone. He was even teasing me that I have a new text mate. I blushed and told him about this new friend. He told me, he makes you smile. I'm happy to see you smiling again. It sounded incredulous. Me smiling? That was impossible. Someone going through a tough situation like that.. Smiling?

We kept on exchanging messages, until one time where we were exchanging messages the whole night. You see, I am working on the night shift, which means I am usually awake at night, and he was also taking the shift with me. He just dozed off for a I dunno, maybe half an hour or so, then we started texting again until I went home. That night, I told my friend, what happened. We were eating at our favorite hang out, Tapa King. And the song that was playing was "Constantly". He told me, you are falling for him. He makes you smile. He makes you happy. Look at you. You're happy. I am happy that you are happy. I told him, that I don't think it's right. He told me, for as long as he makes you happy. For as long as you are happy, that's right.

I went home thinking about what my friend told me. He does make me happy. He does make me smile. For once, during such a turbulent time in my life, I found my solace. My solitude. My sanctuary. And its true. He makes me smile. He makes me happy.

When we saw each other after that night, we knew, without saying anything that somehow, something has changed between us. We started drifting toward each other. Every time we would go out, we would sit next to each other. We would have private jokes. Private moments. I probably was not thinking straight, but I was just letting my heart feel the happiness. I don't have any intentions of bringing it to the next level. I know, I started to look at him differently. He started to look at me differently too. I know. We were happy.

Until one night, we were at Carwash, all through out the night we were talking to each other, joking around each other. He was telling me that he is liking someone. I was telling him that I was liking someone too. For the rest of the night, we were beside each other. When I got home, I received a message from him saying that I was talking about you. I replied, I was talking about you too.

Amidst all the confusion, he was that one person that can make me smile. And as love comes like a thief in the night, it also comes at the most unexpected time. At the most unexpected moment. With the most unexpected person.

The Night Before

It was exactly 2 Saturdays ago when it happened. The day started out pretty well. I was in a total nerve wreck the whole day. This is the day that him and I will talk. I started to get ready around 5 in the afternoon. It was difficult to talk to him the whole day. We originally plan to meet at 9pm, but he changed his mind, and wanted to meet at 8pm. I was okay with the original plan, but was uncertain with the new time. I told him, I don't think I can make it on time but he was insistent that we meet 8. Oh well, though I knew that I wouldn't reach our meeting place at 8pm, I just said yes. In a way, I was "under his mercy" because I was the one who asked again for the talk. And this time, I wasn't able to do what we agreed.

The original agreement was not to text him, and for me to wait for him to text me. Unfortunately, I was not able to do this. And honestly I don't know why.

I texted him around 6pm asking where we will meet. He replied saying that he will text me later. Later. I was already at the bus, but then again, there was heavy traffic so I just said okay. He texted me around 8pm, asking me where I was. I told him I was at Alabang and I needed to know where we will meet. I was already near Toyota Alabang when he replied that we will meet at Carwash.

Carwash. The place of all places. I was there a couple of weeks back for a get together, but this is different. Then, I was with friends. But today, I was with Him. Him-whose-name-I-won't-deign-to-mention. I was at Carwash with HIM.

Oh my. Of all the places and of all the people, and of all the dates. But this is what I wanted. So no matter where and when, I should be able to handle this. After all, I wanted this talk. I asked for this talk.

I arrived first. I was so shaky and wobbly. However, I knew I had to act like as if it doesn't matter. Pretend I was fine. Make him see that I am, and will be okay. But if he just know how my heart wants to jump out of my chest.

He arrived some 15 minutes later. Despite my throbbing heart and shaking hands, I still had the guts to look at him. And I knew right on that he was drunk. He smelled like beer, and could not even walk straight.

He sat in front of me. I smiled and asked him if he wanted to eat. He apologized and said that he already had an earlier drinking session because it was the birthday of his Uncle. Okay. No fuss about that. I was a bit disappointed because he knew we were going to talk. But still at least he came. That's the most important thing.

It could've been a more fruitful conversation if he was not drunk. He was moody and a bit agitated. Oh well. How it ended? ... It could've ended better...

My Accident - April 9, 2011

On that fateful night, or should I say early morning of Saturday, April 9, 2011, (exactly 2 weeks ago) something unfortunate happened. I was walking along a street somewhere in Paranaque, when from behind, a drunk driver hit and sideswiped me making me fly. In short, I flew, and hit my face on the pavement. The result? I scratched both my hands, my knees and my feet in the process.
I was in total shock and the first words that came out of my mouth were "I'm going home. Take me home". The tricycle driver took me home. For confidentiality purposes, I would rather not dwell and divulge anything else.
I posted some images of me from that ill-fated night.

*** Taken on the afternoon of April 9 ***

*** My swollen left hand, taken a few days after, April 12 ***

The following pictures below were taken minutes after the accident.

*** My left knee ***

*** My right arm ***

*** My right hand ***

*** My right hand, palm up ***

*** My left hand ***

So next time, be careful and be alert so as to avoid things like this from happening. I'm just so thankful that nothing really bad happened, and that I did not scratch or wounded my face, but still, the effects of what happened will be staying with me for a long time.
The truth is, I'm the type of person that gets traumatized easily. This accident really, really affected me deep down, more than anyone can ever imagine. Just like what they always say, physical wounds heal, but the emotional scars won't. It will only heal if we allow ourselves to heal.
I just hope that this person understands the depth of what he has done. I know for a fact that he was drunk because after what happened, he was driving his car like he was swaying mad. Plus the fact that he did not see me, or even noticed that he sideswiped me.
To the driver : YOU of all people should understand that you have a responsibility not just to your passengers, but to the people around you as well. It's a good thing that I was the one that you hit. Whether intentional or unintentional, still you should understand the very effect of what has happened, and that none of this would ever affect you, UNLESS YOU HAVE A CONSCIENCE.

Yeah, true, the physical wounds will eventually heal, but the emotional will you know, take some time. I don't even want to think about it because I just could not. So I really hope that you won't do it again. It's the long term effects that I am actually scared of. Something that you will never understand, because you are not the dealing with those effects. It's Me. (Unless again of course YOU have a conscience). So please stop saying like this is my fault or what. Because it's not. Yeah, it's an accident, and nobody liked what happened, but for once in your life, try to admit it's you this time who's at fault. And not me.

Quotes For You

*** Sometimes, everything needs to fall apart before it can really fit together right... ***

*** I still have feelings for you. And no matter how many times that I tell myself that I am better off without you, a part of me just won't let go... ***

*** I can't promise you a perfect relationship without arguments and differences. However, I can promise you, as long as you're trying , I am staying... ***

*** I don't want a perfect relationship. I just want someone who I can act silly with , someone who treats me well, and loves being with me... ***

*** No relationship is not perfect, but that doesn't mean that it is not worth saving... ***

*** Sometimes... two people need to fall apart to realize how much they need to fall back together... ***

*** It's hard to keep friendship these days, I guess people think it's okay to leave when you need them the most...***

*** In a relationship, it's always quality over quantity. Not how long you love, but how much you love...***

*** I love how we used to talk all the time, non stop, have heaps of laughs, and then one thing goes wrong, it all backfires, and now we're just like strangers...***

Blah Blah

I have been meaning to write sooner. Something about what I feel or think. But for the last days, I have been lacking inspiration to do something productive. Or creative for that matter. I've been bringing Aidan, in the hopes that I will be able to write something more, but I just could not find the time, nor the location to write my thoughts. Hopefully, will be able to write about something soon.

Random Thoughts

*** I'm at the office right now, feeling all sleepy and moody. Maybe because I lack sleep. It's a Monday. Never had a real, good rest on a Monday.

*** Hate my pathetic, crappy place. I swear, need to find a new place soon. I'm all stressed out because of that, and it's really not helping.

*** Missing my boys all of sudden. I think, I need to be a lot more patient with them. I guess it's the hormones. I wish I can tell them soon enough what the hell is really going on. They seem excited anyway.

*** My work, is okay. The pay sucks. Seriously. After almost 6 months, I'm still not used to the pay. It doesn't make any sense. But I can't find another job at this time. Maybe after 6 months.

*** Did not take the trainer role. Not at this time. My attendance sucks big time, and I need to work on it first before I take on any role. I swear.

*** Rebelling . I think.

*** Had fun last Saturday. Hopefully, we can do it again, and soon!

*** Sleepy. Sleepy. Sleepy. Will sleep later.

*** Saw the pups. My Cash is so cute. But I don't think the name Cash suits him. :)

My Weekend

It's been a long time since I went out on a weekend. I guess the last time was last year, when A and me were still okay. I miss going out every weekends. I miss hanging out, just talking to friends, watching them get drunk, or getting drunk myself too. :)

It's not that I don't like spending weekends with my boys. They're the best so far. But of course, sometimes, we all need to unwind, and sit down and just be ourselves.

I met up with old grade school friends on Saturday night. It was originally supposed to be just Mitch, Kervin and me, but the very last minute, we decided to invite some more people for added fun. Too bad it was only Rubin who came, but again, it was short notice.

We went to a bar in BF (with all of good memories in it), Carwash (I'll tell you about it on a different blog). Had a couple of songs, had a couple bucket of Gilbeys and ate nachos, then left. We were talking about so many things, laughed about so many stories all of which happened during grade school.

After that, we went to Tavern and met up with Mitch's friends, then went to her place to crash.

Hope we get to schedule another night like this, this time, with more friends... and I hope nexttime, you will be there. =)

So Now What Do You Feel?

I saw the pictures from their visit on Sunday, and it was fun. True, it was a surprise, didn't even grasp who the visitors were, and even if I was seeing them, technically, I wasn't. Did not even realize who they were in the beginning.

It felt good. I know they missed the kids too. And I acknowledge the fact that they do love my sons. I appreciate all the good things, and their effort of staying in touch. But I have my reasons too, you know, of why I am not answering calls and text messages.

I love the pictures.

But seriously, I am just wondering... What do YOU feel when you see the pictures of my son? What did YOU feel when you saw our Christmas pictures? Did it ever strike you that YOU RUINED MY FAMILY???

YES. YOU. YOU-whose-name-I-won't-mention, but I know, if my close friends will come across this blog, they will probably know who YOU are.

YOU, WHO KEPT ON DENYING THAT YOU AND MY HUSBAND WERE NEVER TOGETHER.

YOU, WHO CAN'T EVEN ADMIT THAT YOU AND MY HUSBAND ARE A COUPLE.

YES. YOU.

How the hell could you stand such pictures if ever you check my husband's profile? How the hell could you sleep at night saying that you did not do anything wrong? How the hell could you even breathe knowing that you ruined my family?

YOU KNOW HE IS MARRIED. YOU FOUND OUT THAT WHAT HE WAS SAYING WAS NOT TRUE. YOU FOUND OUT THAT WE WERE STILL TOGETHER. SO WHY DID YOU PURSUE IT??? WHY DID YOU CONTINUE YOUR RELATIONSHIP KNOWING THAT HE WAS NEVER YOURS TO BEGIN WITH.

YES YOU. YOU KEEP ON SAYING THAT YOU ARE GOD FEARING. And I will always rebuke that asking you back... IF YOU REALLY ARE GOD FEARING, THEN WHY THE HELL DID YOU STRIKE A RELATIONSHIP WITH SOMEONE WHO IS ALREADY MARRIED AND HAVE KIDS?

So what do you really call yourself now? GIRLFRIEND??? WIFE???

I AM SO SORRY... I AM ALWAYS GOING TO BE THE LEGAL WIFE. FOR AS LONG AS WE ARE NOT YET ANNULLED. I WILL ALWAYS BE THE LEGAL MRS. SJD. NOT YOU. BECAUSE YOU WILL ALWAYS BE THE "OTHER WOMAN". THE ILLEGAL ONE.

You Don't Know How Much ....

You don't know how much you are hurting me. You don't know a single thing that I am going through at this time. I don't get why you're so mad at me. When all I ever wanted was for my questions to be answered. I want to understand you. I want to forget you. I want to leave you alone, for good. But I can't. I can't seem to be finding closure for me. That's why I keep on running back to you. That's why I keep on looking for you.

Don't think of me as a responsibility. I can take care of myself. I have been taking care of myself for the longest time. Consider me as your partner. Or better yet, consider me as your friend. I can be there for you, if you want to. I can be there for you if you need me.

You put me in a situation where you want me to go away. You pushed me away. And I really do not understand why. How. You told me you love me. You told me you would never leave me. But you did.

If you just know how much pain and hurt I went through. Now I am stuck in this situation because this is what you want.

Now I ask myself, if you really did love me. Because if you did, you would have never given up that easy.

I just felt you never gave me a chance to be your partner. I feel that you never gave me a chance to straighten things out. You just judged me.

I Survived March 8

I was anticipating that this day was going to be different. I'd feel different. I have been waiting for this day since November. Why? I want to know what I would be feeling on this day. But I guess because I wasn't really feeling well, this day passed on without my knowledge. It was a normal day for me. Aside from the fact that my yahoo mail got hacked, but other than that, no relapsing. No crying. Though, I had to admit, I felt a bit weird.

I guess I knew what was really happening. And expecting too much emotions, I didn't feel anything. Well I guess, a bit, but not the "well" I was expecting.

Why is this day important anyway? It's because this day was the day that changed my life forever. This day made me realize how unhappy I was. This day made me realize how happy I can still be. This day made me realize that I can still be loved, and hurt the most by the same person.

Knocking On My Door

It was a weird day today. I was ready packing up. Doing my usual thing after my shift. After a very unproductive day :(, I realized I just had to let the day go. I promised myself that I am going to be productive tonight and try to surpass my goal.

B approached me from outta blue, and he said that he wanted to talk to me about something. I racked my brain, asking myself if I have done something wrong. He asked me to go to his station at the other side. Went there still thinking about what he wanted.

He said we needed to go somewhere, and I realized he was taking inside our manager's office / interview room. Hmmm... He asked me about training and all that baloney. How I was. My experience. Asked me if I applied. I said no. C and I have been talking about it, and I told him that I don't think I am ready for that at this time. Just being honest. I really don't know.

I was half way through the interview when I realized that I was being interviewed / profiled for the position. And that was probably the first level interview. I just found myself answering the questions. And I honestly admitted that I really have no idea of what was happening. Because the truth is, I was really taken by surprise. And honestly, I am really not good in taking at surprises. And somehow, I think, I got sucked into the interview itself.

I was asked to submit a Letter of Intent. Not even an application form. Not even a resume. And honestly, I don't know what to do.

It's not that I can not do it. I have been in that position before. I just don't know if it's the right thing to do. Financially, it would help. Seriously help. But then again, should I really take it?

I don't know if I'm emotionally ready to take on that role. What if I can't? What if I'm not ready?

But what if C is right? If this was the one that I left last year because I can't handle it at that time... Could this be my saving grace this time?

A Quote For You

I wish I could hurt you the way you hurt me.

But I know that if I had the chance, I wouldn't do it.

I Got Distracted!!!

I was supposed to write something about today's date. However, I got distracted because I think that someone just hacked my Yahoo Mail!!! Freak out!!!! Damn!!! I swear that I have been typing in the correct password but I could not get into my yahoo mail!!! Damn!!!

Should I Do It or Not?

I need enlightenment. I came across a new opportunity. Something challenging and something that I have been doing ever since. I already spoke to @wanderercris81. Well, not really speak, but I got an idea of what he was thinking about. I also spoke to Raziel Emmanuel Kane, asking, maybe scouting for better ideas. I don't know. I'm confused and I really honestly know if I can do it. New challenge. New responsibilities. But self fulfillment. Prestige. I don't know.I think I need to sleep it off.

After so long...

Oh my! My last entry was way back in 2007, when we were still in Baguio. That was almost 4 years ago. I am hoping that I will be able to start writing. So many things happened back then... there were still a lot that happened after. Especially the last year. I remember how writing in my blog became my therapy. :) Now, I am hoping this will help me think... and realize things that I need to. Thank God for Twitter and Facebook. :)

I am welcoming again myself to my blog! :) Hopefully... new perspectives... new thoughts... new beliefs... :)

*** Strawberry Taho: A Weekend in the City of Pines ***

The last time I was in the city of pines, I was 15, and with my mom and my cousins. Baguio still had no SM, Marcos head was still okay, and Kennedy Road was still operational. The stopovers were still in Mabalacat. And of course, the lion's head was still visible.

12 years after, Baguio has now a SM in the middle of the city, and I was with friends. Yep, friends I barely even knew. It was sort of an unplanned /planned trip, needless to say, we went prepared, but not so.

We left after shift Saturday. We were supposed to be staying in the house of one of my officemates, but she wasn't able to go. So, all of three of us headed to Cubao to take the 11:30 am bus to Baguio. We arrived there two hours early, tried to kill time while eating at Chowking. Alas when it was time to go, I was feeling hesistant and a bit excited, after all, it is still Baguio!

The bus ride to Baguio was long. I kept on thinking if it was right to go. Hubby and me were still not speaking to each other, and I knew I needed the time out. The trip proved to be otherwise, and instead of feeling bored, I was never that at all.

We arrived at around 6pm,with no room or hotel to stay at. Carrying our bags across the town proper,we were searching in vain for Legarda st. This is the street where, they say, the affordable transient homes are located. Apparently, we ended up staying in a hotel beside Total Gas Station. It was the Holiday Park Hotel. It was new and nice and comfy and homey. Although,we ended paying more, we liked the place. Once we have checked in, Khryssie and me fell asleep immediately. Having no sleep for over than 24 hours was hell for me. I woke up to Louie's voice asking if we wanted to eat at Volante (or something else, I was too sleepy to even understand what he was saying), and in my mind, his voice was just fading. I found myself off to dreamland and waking up at around 1:30 am. I was looking for Louie, when I realized that he told me that he was going out to meet some friends.

I took a bath (the water was freezing), and it just woke me up. I woke up Khryssie and told her that I was hungry and she was starting to get dressed when Louie arrived drunk. Even in his drunken state, he still managed to go out with us. The three of us had our late dinner /early beakfast at Pizza Volante. It was a small,kinda like Italian resto along Session Road ( I guess), in front of the stairs to the Baguio Cathedral. After that, we kinda dared each other and went on "ghost hunting" at around 3am. We hailed a cab going to the Diplomat Hotel ruins (which was scary)... and I swear, we were just at the gates, but the area was different, and you instantly feel that you are not alone. We were not allowed to come in since it was just dawn, and after hearing that, Louie left me and ran off to the cab, where the manong driver and Khryssie was left. Next stop, we went to Loakan Road, and that was just it. I just lost whatever cool I had left, and I just begged them to just turn around and go back to the city proper. (I'm not going to elaborate on this... but yes, I saw something in white)

After that ghost hunting session, we wanted to go to Nevada square,but apparently.Louie doesnt want us to go there. I don't know why. :( We ended up going back to the hotel to try to get some sleep, but I guess Khryssie and I weren't too sleepy. We decided to leave Louie in the hotel, while he tried to get some sleep,and we went off for our Ukay - ukay challenge.We first went to Burnham park, then later on walked along Session road to look for the Ukay - ukay shops. Apparently,we weren'table to find any shops. I just dont know what happened to all the shops. They were all lost! So we just decided to go to Mines View Park. We had our breakfast, took our turns in the souvenir shops in the area, then waited in vain for Louie (who just said he was going to be in an hour... but swear, it was over an hour)..He had breakfast in hell. Bwahahaha.... then just decided to go back to the town proper - to Victory Liner specifically to buy our tickets home. We got the 7 :40pm, bus ride home which gave us around 7 hours to roam the city.

Yes, you guessed out. After trying to get some evasive sleep, we checked out at 12 nn, then started to tour the town on foot. Yes. On foot (but this time, we left our bags in the hotel). We were hopeless trying to do something worth remembering. After all, we had 7 hours left. Whatever. We went to SM Baguio which was more or like SM Manila (minus the aircon), then we went to Burnham Park again to watch the people ride the boats. We were there for like two hours. Khryss and I were supposed to go boating and have a tatoo.... I just dont know whatever happened to that plan. :)

Well, for whatever the insane reason is.... One thing is for sure. We are going back.Hopefully when we do, we got everything firgured out.... para hindi naman maulit iong maglakad kame sa buong Baguio ng dala ang gamit looking for a place to sleep.... Les Miserables ito! Bwahahaha.... at lahat ng ito ay dahil kay... Louie.... peace dude! hahahahaha

I would want to go back. Definitely. I will.

*** Description of the Zodiac Signs ***

ARIES-The Passionate Lover
Nice Love is one of a kind. Lover nota fighter, but will still knock youout.Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud.Talkative. Outgoing VERYFORGIVING.Loves to make out. Has abeautiful smile. Generous. Strong.THEMOST IRRESISTIBLE.

AQUARIUS - The One that Waits
Dominant in relationships. Someoneloves them right now. Always Wants thelast word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal.Beautiful. Goofy. Easy to talk to.Everything you ever wanted. Easy toplease. The one and only.

PISCES - The Addict
Extremely Adorable. Intelligent.Lovesto joke. Very Good sense of humor.Energetic. Predict future. GREATkisser.Always get what theywant.Attractive. Easy going. Lovesbeing in long relationship. Talkative.Romantic. Caring. 4 yrs of bad luck ifu do not repost.LEO - The Coolest oneNice to everyone they meet. Their Loveis one of a kind. Silly, Fun &sweet.Have own unique appeal. Mostcaring person Ever meet! however notthe kind of person you wanna messwith...u might end up crying...

GEMINI - The Liar
Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Notone to mess with.Funny. Excellentkisser EXTREMELY adorable. Lovesrelationships,Addictive. Loud.

CANCER - Does It In The Water
Trustworthy.Attractive. Great kisser.One of a kind.Loves being In long-termrelationships. MOST AMAZING in thebedroom. Extremely energetic.Unpredictable.Will exceed urexpectations. Not a Fighter, But willKnock your lights out.

SAGITTARIUS-The Lion
Great talker. Attractive andpassionate.Laid back.Knows how to Havefun. Is really good at almostanything. Greatkisser.Unpredictable.Outgoing. Down toearth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud.Loves being in long relationships.Talkative. Not one to mess with.Rareto find. Good when found.

TAURUS- The Cutie
MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very highappeal.Love is one of a kind. Veryromantic. Most caring person you willever meet! Entirely creative.Extremely random and proud ofit.Freak. Stubborn. Spontaneous. Greatat telling Stories. Not a Fighter, Butwill Knock your lights out if it comesdown to it. Someone you should hold onto.

LIBRA - The Partner for Life
Caring and kind. Smart. Center ofattention. High appeal. Has the lastword. Good to find, hard to keep.Funto be around. Extremely weird but in agood way. Good Sense of Humor!!!Thoughtful. Always gets what he or shewants. Loves to joke.Very popular.Silly, fun and sweet.

CAPRICORN -The Stoners
Love to bust. Nice. Sassy.Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future.Irresistible. Loves being in longrelationships. Great talker. Alwaysgets what he or she wants. Cool. Lovesto own Geminis' in sports. Extremelyfun. Loves to joke. Smart. Best whenmatched with a Cancer.

SCORPIO -Aggressive
Loves being in longrelationships.Likes to give a goodfight for what they want. Extremelyoutgoing. Loves to help people intimes of need. Good kisser. Goodpersonality. Stubborn. A caringperson. One of a kind. Not one to messwith. Are the most attractive peopleon earth!

VIRGO- The Promiscuous
OneSpontaneous. High appeal.Rare to find.Great when found. Loves being in longrelationships. So much love to give.Not one to mess with. Very pretty.Very romantic. Nice to everyone theymeet. Their Love is one of akind.Silly, fun and sweet.Have ownunique appeal. Most caring person youwill ever meet! Amazing in the youknow where..!!