It was a weird day today. I was ready packing up. Doing my usual thing after my shift. After a very unproductive day :(, I realized I just had to let the day go. I promised myself that I am going to be productive tonight and try to surpass my goal.
B approached me from outta blue, and he said that he wanted to talk to me about something. I racked my brain, asking myself if I have done something wrong. He asked me to go to his station at the other side. Went there still thinking about what he wanted.
He said we needed to go somewhere, and I realized he was taking inside our manager's office / interview room. Hmmm... He asked me about training and all that baloney. How I was. My experience. Asked me if I applied. I said no. C and I have been talking about it, and I told him that I don't think I am ready for that at this time. Just being honest. I really don't know.
I was half way through the interview when I realized that I was being interviewed / profiled for the position. And that was probably the first level interview. I just found myself answering the questions. And I honestly admitted that I really have no idea of what was happening. Because the truth is, I was really taken by surprise. And honestly, I am really not good in taking at surprises. And somehow, I think, I got sucked into the interview itself.
I was asked to submit a Letter of Intent. Not even an application form. Not even a resume. And honestly, I don't know what to do.
It's not that I can not do it. I have been in that position before. I just don't know if it's the right thing to do. Financially, it would help. Seriously help. But then again, should I really take it?
I don't know if I'm emotionally ready to take on that role. What if I can't? What if I'm not ready?
But what if C is right? If this was the one that I left last year because I can't handle it at that time... Could this be my saving grace this time?
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