You Don't Know How Much ....

You don't know how much you are hurting me. You don't know a single thing that I am going through at this time. I don't get why you're so mad at me. When all I ever wanted was for my questions to be answered. I want to understand you. I want to forget you. I want to leave you alone, for good. But I can't. I can't seem to be finding closure for me. That's why I keep on running back to you. That's why I keep on looking for you.

Don't think of me as a responsibility. I can take care of myself. I have been taking care of myself for the longest time. Consider me as your partner. Or better yet, consider me as your friend. I can be there for you, if you want to. I can be there for you if you need me.

You put me in a situation where you want me to go away. You pushed me away. And I really do not understand why. How. You told me you love me. You told me you would never leave me. But you did.

If you just know how much pain and hurt I went through. Now I am stuck in this situation because this is what you want.

Now I ask myself, if you really did love me. Because if you did, you would have never given up that easy.

I just felt you never gave me a chance to be your partner. I feel that you never gave me a chance to straighten things out. You just judged me.