I saw the pictures from their visit on Sunday, and it was fun. True, it was a surprise, didn't even grasp who the visitors were, and even if I was seeing them, technically, I wasn't. Did not even realize who they were in the beginning.
It felt good. I know they missed the kids too. And I acknowledge the fact that they do love my sons. I appreciate all the good things, and their effort of staying in touch. But I have my reasons too, you know, of why I am not answering calls and text messages.
I love the pictures.
But seriously, I am just wondering... What do YOU feel when you see the pictures of my son? What did YOU feel when you saw our Christmas pictures? Did it ever strike you that YOU RUINED MY FAMILY???
YES. YOU. YOU-whose-name-I-won't-mention, but I know, if my close friends will come across this blog, they will probably know who YOU are.
YOU, WHO KEPT ON DENYING THAT YOU AND MY HUSBAND WERE NEVER TOGETHER.
YOU, WHO CAN'T EVEN ADMIT THAT YOU AND MY HUSBAND ARE A COUPLE.
YES. YOU.
How the hell could you stand such pictures if ever you check my husband's profile? How the hell could you sleep at night saying that you did not do anything wrong? How the hell could you even breathe knowing that you ruined my family?
YOU KNOW HE IS MARRIED. YOU FOUND OUT THAT WHAT HE WAS SAYING WAS NOT TRUE. YOU FOUND OUT THAT WE WERE STILL TOGETHER. SO WHY DID YOU PURSUE IT??? WHY DID YOU CONTINUE YOUR RELATIONSHIP KNOWING THAT HE WAS NEVER YOURS TO BEGIN WITH.
YES YOU. YOU KEEP ON SAYING THAT YOU ARE GOD FEARING. And I will always rebuke that asking you back... IF YOU REALLY ARE GOD FEARING, THEN WHY THE HELL DID YOU STRIKE A RELATIONSHIP WITH SOMEONE WHO IS ALREADY MARRIED AND HAVE KIDS?
So what do you really call yourself now? GIRLFRIEND??? WIFE???
I AM SO SORRY... I AM ALWAYS GOING TO BE THE LEGAL WIFE. FOR AS LONG AS WE ARE NOT YET ANNULLED. I WILL ALWAYS BE THE LEGAL MRS. SJD. NOT YOU. BECAUSE YOU WILL ALWAYS BE THE "OTHER WOMAN". THE ILLEGAL ONE.
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