*** To Go or Not to Go ***

Mood: Confused

Yes. Although, admittedly, I already came up with a decision. It’s really time for me to go. However, I am still confused if I should go or I should stay, I have been with my current job for over three years. I have made great friends, the work environment is very relaxed, (well except for some crazy times), and you know, its hard to leave something that has been close to my heart. This is my first job. And I love it, it’s just that, I am not growing in this job. It’s painful to see other people grow, while they leave you behind. And it’s much more painful if they do not fit the job description. I’m not being bitter about this. I have accepted this, but it doesn’t mean that I can stand it. I can’t. What’s worse is that you see this people “abuse” whatever what was given to them. Powertrippers. And it hurts me a lot because I have invested so much time and effort and was not even appreciated. Not even a single tiny bit. I really have nothing against the company itself. Great company. Great benefits. The problem is in my account. Management. I am not saying more, But I guess, that says it all. It’s just sad that there were so many broken and empty promises that were said. It’s just disappointing that the very core group of the account was not appreciated, and definitely, we were not given an opportunity to grow. You know, I really do not mind if I do not get promoted so to speak, but just give it to the people who really deserve it. Not just SOMEe people. I’m sorry. I just have to say this. And apparently, you have lost so many good, reliable and humble people just because of this.

Currently, I am entertaining job interviews. Let’s see. God willing, maybe in my next job, I will be…. More fulfilled.