*** My Last Day at Work ***

I finally had the guts to talk to my supervisor last night, handed her my resignation letter, and told her what I have been wanting to tell her for the longest time. I finally did it. I finally had the guts to resign. Although the effectivity date will be on Friday, January 26, today is my last day at work. I feel sentimental and sad, but like what I told my sup, it's really time for me to go. You just know that it's time to go. And that somehow, this is the farthest that I can go. Three years is a long time. It surely is. And honestly, I have learned a lot from this job. I love my job, but now the zest has gone out... and its getting tiring. But I am just so lucky to have found friends that I have bonded with over the years.

I don't really know what's in store for me after this. Everything happens for a reason. And if I will not be open to the change that will be happening in my life, how can I move on? I have to admit that I am scared to look for another job again. Everything about it scares me. The finances most importantly, but then again, if I am not going to take the risk now, then when will I? I'm very positive that I will be finding a new job that will be better than my current / former job. And I know that the only thing that's making me hold on to this are my friends, but I will not lose them, I know I will gain new friends, and that even if we are not together, we can still each other.

I just feel very sentimental and sad. But I have to move on. Nothing's happening here. I know I have a lot left in me, and I am willing to start anew. Who knows? :)

PS: I have a new job waiting for me, and training will start on February 5. Lemme see what will happen then. I'm just keeping quiet about this new job, and you know, it makes me think because the salary is way too low for me. But it's just for a back up. Will still continue to look for another job, even if it wont match my current salary, just as long as we're getting there, I will be fine.

Good luck to me. :)