*** Grrr... ***

Bad day... Bad day...

Started out fine... weird, hubby left me this morning. He woke up a little late (much to my dismay) because I can't come to work with him, which means that I am alone (again) this morning because my brother - in - law doesnt have any work today. Thought I was gonna be late, but lo and behold, I was a good 7 minutes early... Eniwei, thought my office mate was pulling my leg, she told me my schedule has changed from wed-Thurs to Tues-Wed. Good grief...only 4 days before the big day and then this?!? Got pretty much upset...went over to my supervisor to complain...told me she was taking sup calls (at the back of mind - I swear - I wanted to ask but kept silent -- when did she ever start taking sup calls seriously).

Threw my things here and there, not that I was really meaning to do -- offend anybody for that matter -- probably just ranting off silently, trying to calm down and pretend that it is not true - was forcing myself to calm down ( I swear - I felt my blood rushing through my head) sup came over to me, told me to log out and sit down (just like that). She was dwelling on my "pagdadabog" and not on the main issue - the schedule change. She was saying something like why did I do that - don't I respect her anymore? (Something to that effect)... I was trembling mad (one of the few times that I have experienced it again) She wasnt resolving my issue.

Please the issue is not about that - the issue here is the ABRUPT schedule change. They can't toss and turn people just like that. She was dwelling on that issue - not on the resolution - I even told to her face that if she's the one making "dabog" (my mind's too cloudy to even think about the english translation for this word) - why can't we react to it? Is she the only one who has the right to do that? Stupid.... Apparently, got what I wanted for... sched remained the same

*** CARDINAL RULE ***
*** NEVER EVER ARGUE WITH ME IN THE MORNING. (Don't even ask what I can do)

As I was telling my friend, maybe these are the following reasons why I reacted like that:
1. It happened in the morning - It happened before 6am.
2. It's my second day
3. A lost promotion
4. Abrupt schedule change

That's what I have been telling everybody who knows me: DO NOT TALK TO ME IN THE MORNING UNLESS I WILL BE THE FIRST ONE TO TALK TO YOU.

*** Cooling Down
*** Cooling Down....

Well, at least at the end of the day, I still have something to look forward to - an overnight stay in a beach at San Juan, Batangas with my friends! Haaayyyy...wish everyday can be like that - no more sups, no more sched change, no work...