Friday, May 19, 2006

*** Hulabaloos ***

It is such a weird day.

As much as I don't want to hate this day, I can't help but hate it.

Really, never can figure why life is just so damned ironic. It is. Haaaay. I feel like I'm the biggest loser on the planet. Sheeeesh.

I am starting to hate myself. Really, hate it. I don't know. My confusion is pulling me down the drain. After the successful beach outing...now this. There are so many things that can happen in a week's time. I can't help it. I am rattled, puzzled...confused.

Damn it! Really.

I wish I can talk about this. But I can't.

Haaaaay...What a bummer! I really, really, really hate myself for allowing me to be like this.

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