Sunday, April 03, 2005

For "Lolek"

When I was first saw you ten years ago, I was touched by your presence. I never had the chance to hold your hand, or meet you., yet, by seeing you (even in a distance), i felt so calm and serene. I am amazed by how much crowd was there, your presence is so overwhelming. People were chanting your name, and they were following you. Admist the chaotic state of the grandstand, people were sacrificing the comfort of their homes just to be there and listen to you. You have the charisma. You have the power. You have the holy presence.

Last night, as I was watching you, I couldn't believe my eyes. I was teary eyed. Even if I have not had the chance to meet you, I know that somehow, I lost something. Someone. And I know that I share this feeling with millions of people around the world.

The shocking truth is slowly sinking in. I feel that I lost somebody so close to me. Seeing you in your "coffin", the state where you are in right now is unbelievable. I will never be used to seeing you like that. I have always seen you laughing and smiling. I was expecting you to bounce back, but you didn't. And this time, it's for real.

Your journey towards home has started. I know that when you're there, you will be looking down on us. You will be praying for us, and will still be guiding us even if you're not here anymore.

Your memory will forever be in our hearts. We love you Pope John Paul II. May you rest in peace.

Pope John Paul II
1920-2005

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