Knocking On My Door

It was a weird day today. I was ready packing up. Doing my usual thing after my shift. After a very unproductive day :(, I realized I just had to let the day go. I promised myself that I am going to be productive tonight and try to surpass my goal.

B approached me from outta blue, and he said that he wanted to talk to me about something. I racked my brain, asking myself if I have done something wrong. He asked me to go to his station at the other side. Went there still thinking about what he wanted.

He said we needed to go somewhere, and I realized he was taking inside our manager's office / interview room. Hmmm... He asked me about training and all that baloney. How I was. My experience. Asked me if I applied. I said no. C and I have been talking about it, and I told him that I don't think I am ready for that at this time. Just being honest. I really don't know.

I was half way through the interview when I realized that I was being interviewed / profiled for the position. And that was probably the first level interview. I just found myself answering the questions. And I honestly admitted that I really have no idea of what was happening. Because the truth is, I was really taken by surprise. And honestly, I am really not good in taking at surprises. And somehow, I think, I got sucked into the interview itself.

I was asked to submit a Letter of Intent. Not even an application form. Not even a resume. And honestly, I don't know what to do.

It's not that I can not do it. I have been in that position before. I just don't know if it's the right thing to do. Financially, it would help. Seriously help. But then again, should I really take it?

I don't know if I'm emotionally ready to take on that role. What if I can't? What if I'm not ready?

But what if C is right? If this was the one that I left last year because I can't handle it at that time... Could this be my saving grace this time?

A Quote For You

I wish I could hurt you the way you hurt me.

But I know that if I had the chance, I wouldn't do it.

I Got Distracted!!!

I was supposed to write something about today's date. However, I got distracted because I think that someone just hacked my Yahoo Mail!!! Freak out!!!! Damn!!! I swear that I have been typing in the correct password but I could not get into my yahoo mail!!! Damn!!!

Should I Do It or Not?

I need enlightenment. I came across a new opportunity. Something challenging and something that I have been doing ever since. I already spoke to @wanderercris81. Well, not really speak, but I got an idea of what he was thinking about. I also spoke to Raziel Emmanuel Kane, asking, maybe scouting for better ideas. I don't know. I'm confused and I really honestly know if I can do it. New challenge. New responsibilities. But self fulfillment. Prestige. I don't know.I think I need to sleep it off.

After so long...

Oh my! My last entry was way back in 2007, when we were still in Baguio. That was almost 4 years ago. I am hoping that I will be able to start writing. So many things happened back then... there were still a lot that happened after. Especially the last year. I remember how writing in my blog became my therapy. :) Now, I am hoping this will help me think... and realize things that I need to. Thank God for Twitter and Facebook. :)

I am welcoming again myself to my blog! :) Hopefully... new perspectives... new thoughts... new beliefs... :)